S. Thompson - Outta My Head lyrics

Out Of My Head [Verse 1] Too much sh**, gotta get it outta my mind I ain't gotta lie it's getting louder with time And they tell me to die when there's times that I've tried I don't wanna go there My girls like oh dear She likes that I'm open but I have been hoping My book would be closing I guess I was chosen to go there Aw f**, sh** I'm rambling now I'm telling these stories, I'm making them up Lie to myself as I'm taking the bluff Feelings just don't get considered enough Guess I'm the bad guy for bringing it up While I'm at this point saying everything s**s Guess I tripped on my luck and no one gives a f** But that's ok It's alright I don't mind to stay at the pond all night Don't feel like myself so I guess I'll write But I'm still never feeling the same Hate that I'm feeling this way I'm slipping, I'm falling, I'm tripping and calling That bluff that I told myself earlier Feel like a burglar I don't belong I like isolation but this situation just makes me seem much more alone I ain't been in my zone And I feel like it's gone I'm crying, tryna forget that it's blown So sad, it's there in my tone There's times where I wish I was home but I know that I don't I feel like a child like I'm no longer grown [Hook] Outta my head, outta my head All of these f**ing thoughts outta my head Man I wish that I could just be so f**ing dead [Verse 2] Thoughts in my head, yes they drive me insane Take me to Arkham, examine my brain If I ever, I mean if I ever do make it Please make a note of the effort I'm taking Cause thinking is driving me crazy No time spent on what I love lately You can blatantly say that you hate me At a phase where that can't phase me Cause who are you thinking can hate me the most The guy faking smiles while he's making the most Of sh** in his life but he's slipping tonight Cause the dreams that he clenched so incredibly tight Seem so far out of reach They're no longer in sight He's focused on getting this music sh** right But it gets pushed aside by no choice of his own Damn Now was that made up Trick question Quit guessing Cause you may just have it all wrong Whatever faith I got is feeling all gone No way that imma make this up I really f**ing feel like I s** Aw shucks My sk** is all luck Nah, f** that Everything was all true, but that d**h row since birth Gotta live with this curse Of feelings of feeling inferior Looking at myself in the mirrors I broke These feelings I wrote in the space of a note This vape that I toke It blow heavy smoke from my lungs Oh no where did I go Train of thought [Hook] Outta my head, outta my head All of these f**ing thoughts outta my head Man I wish that I could just be so f**ing dead