Don't I disgust you?
Don't you adore me?
I'll always like you
Don't you ignore me
Be heartless
Or heartbroken
Baby you're a has been
Or a should have been
You are a could've been
You'd rather go and ruin it
Be heartless
Or heartbroken
I've been discovered, now I'm up all night with you on the phone
When you were clean and cut and dripping with my favorite cologne
And when I think of you I think of you when you were still clean
Before they got to you yeah just before you got so mean
I know you're the same, I know you know what's right
But I'm just your mistress babe, I know you only love the night
It's kinda crazy how it worked so perfect for us
No one else is like you, no one has that special touch
And now I disgust you?
At night you adore me
I'll always like you
Don't you ignore me
I'm heartless
And heartbroken
How can I trust you?
You made me this poor thing
It's so unlike you
To come when I'm calling
Love
(3:04)
Bleach out my memories and blend it in with this white night
Your cigarette ignites and sets ablaze my flammable mind
You keep me down and out and use me when you need me most
But now you're on your own, darling you are calling my ghost
Breathe me in and let me make a home inside of your lungs
I wish I knew for sure you loved me more than all your d**
Pills and powders make you feel like you are being loved
I guess my devotion just couldn't bring a similar rush
Bleach out my memories and blend it in with this white night