Don't I disgust you? Don't you adore me? I'll always like you Don't you ignore me Be heartless Or heartbroken Baby you're a has been Or a should have been You are a could've been You'd rather go and ruin it Be heartless Or heartbroken I've been discovered, now I'm up all night with you on the phone When you were clean and cut and dripping with my favorite cologne And when I think of you I think of you when you were still clean Before they got to you yeah just before you got so mean I know you're the same, I know you know what's right But I'm just your mistress babe, I know you only love the night It's kinda crazy how it worked so perfect for us No one else is like you, no one has that special touch And now I disgust you? At night you adore me I'll always like you Don't you ignore me I'm heartless And heartbroken How can I trust you? You made me this poor thing It's so unlike you To come when I'm calling Love (3:04) Bleach out my memories and blend it in with this white night Your cigarette ignites and sets ablaze my flammable mind You keep me down and out and use me when you need me most But now you're on your own, darling you are calling my ghost Breathe me in and let me make a home inside of your lungs I wish I knew for sure you loved me more than all your d** Pills and powders make you feel like you are being loved I guess my devotion just couldn't bring a similar rush Bleach out my memories and blend it in with this white night