Before henrisha left i remember how that pain felt
Even pain pills couldn’t take away how that pain felt
Ain’t been to sleep in bout a week im steady chasin money
I told my ex how could i love her she can't do sh*t for me
I told my ni**as in the pen that them packs coming
I lost my auntie die a month ago i’m feeling funny
Feeling real funny trying not to cry
Never played about my family they know ill slang that iron
Me and all my ni**as cary sticks but we ain’t blind
Put that metal to his head call that ni**a einstein
Damn my auntie just lost her daughter think she’s going crazy
My uncle falling out in a jail cell that boy can’t take it
My granny keep crying her eys out i swear i hate it
You see me i want revenge yea i fu*king said it
Get that lajuan they gon hate regardless
fu*k it i might buy more jewelry they think im a artist
On the gram they know when i step i step the hardest
Moma told me put that money up boy you a target
They don’t even know how that pain felt
How that pain feel
My ol’boy caught 35 that pain still here
Sometimes i catch my moms crying wishing he was here
Separation my biggest fear
Losing family my only fear
Ralf i want this watch right here
I might buy this car cash
Think i want this b*tch right here
Blowing money on everything just to shake the way i feel
20 on my neck ni**as plottin
Probably want me killed
40 on my hip ni**a what im gone do
I can't let a ni**a do me like they did nunk
The day i meet his killer probably make it on the news
And it’ll be worth it dawg i ain’t perfect nooo
Ha, get that sack
Yea you know all my l’s come with v’s attached
Spend that sh*t today i bet i make it back
Can't take that sh*t back ni**a cause it went like that
I hate it went like that
I said before henrisha left i remember how that pain felt
Even pain pills couldn’t take away how that pain felt
Thats real sh*t