Rudeboy - March 17th lyrics

Before henrisha left i remember how that pain felt Even pain pills couldn’t take away how that pain felt Ain’t been to sleep in bout a week im steady chasin money I told my ex how could i love her she can't do sh*t for me I told my ni**as in the pen that them packs coming I lost my auntie die a month ago i’m feeling funny Feeling real funny trying not to cry Never played about my family they know ill slang that iron Me and all my ni**as cary sticks but we ain’t blind Put that metal to his head call that ni**a einstein Damn my auntie just lost her daughter think she’s going crazy My uncle falling out in a jail cell that boy can’t take it My granny keep crying her eys out i swear i hate it You see me i want revenge yea i fu*king said it Get that lajuan they gon hate regardless fu*k it i might buy more jewelry they think im a artist On the gram they know when i step i step the hardest Moma told me put that money up boy you a target They don’t even know how that pain felt How that pain feel My ol’boy caught 35 that pain still here Sometimes i catch my moms crying wishing he was here Separation my biggest fear Losing family my only fear Ralf i want this watch right here I might buy this car cash Think i want this b*tch right here Blowing money on everything just to shake the way i feel 20 on my neck ni**as plottin Probably want me killed 40 on my hip ni**a what im gone do I can't let a ni**a do me like they did nunk The day i meet his killer probably make it on the news And it’ll be worth it dawg i ain’t perfect nooo Ha, get that sack Yea you know all my l’s come with v’s attached Spend that sh*t today i bet i make it back Can't take that sh*t back ni**a cause it went like that I hate it went like that I said before henrisha left i remember how that pain felt Even pain pills couldn’t take away how that pain felt Thats real sh*t