Staring at a blank page
Tryna find the words to say
My life is f**ed up it's like I did all this purposely
But I'm the root of it all
No one to blame
Sometimes I look in my mother's eyes and feel the shame
Damn
Nothing like letting down someone you look up to
Look what she done been through
5 kids and she pay her own rent to?
sh** mama I'm proud of you
Now it's time to make that dream home possible
She raised me on tough skin, independence and resilience
n***as claim that they illest but I'm the doctor I ain't fill out they prescriptions
I'm just saying I'm what the game's missing
I'm like 40 yard field goal in the super bowl ain't no way that I'm missing n***a
Championship sh** n***a
Bout to swallow a 5th just to get all this sh**
Sitting on my stomach I'm about to f**ing plummet
But my pride ate me up inside every time I thunk it
[Hook ROME-323]
WHAT DID I DO? X2
I NEED A BLUNT FOR MY TROUBLES
DAMN I'm IN TROUBLE