ROME-LA - Troublesome lyrics

Staring at a blank page Tryna find the words to say My life is f**ed up it's like I did all this purposely But I'm the root of it all No one to blame Sometimes I look in my mother's eyes and feel the shame Damn Nothing like letting down someone you look up to Look what she done been through 5 kids and she pay her own rent to? sh** mama I'm proud of you Now it's time to make that dream home possible She raised me on tough skin, independence and resilience n***as claim that they illest but I'm the doctor I ain't fill out they prescriptions I'm just saying I'm what the game's missing I'm like 40 yard field goal in the super bowl ain't no way that I'm missing n***a Championship sh** n***a Bout to swallow a 5th just to get all this sh** Sitting on my stomach I'm about to f**ing plummet But my pride ate me up inside every time I thunk it [Hook ROME-323] WHAT DID I DO? X2 I NEED A BLUNT FOR MY TROUBLES DAMN I'm IN TROUBLE