[Verse One:]
I understand these problems and I understand tomfoolery
But my life is a mess, something like some busted j**elry
My pain and my problems straight outweigh that one benefit
They try to get me to smile even when the weather's dark as sh**
My parents disown me, just because in growing up
And realising life's pythagorean theorem just doesn't f**ing add up
But at the same time, I try to work, I strive to grind
Just so I can have some feelings like some rope, straight intertwined
Yeah
[Verse Two:]
But I look upon this Pompeii rubble
And realise that my conscious is up in this old tussle
A cla**ic disagreement, the voices in my head
They try to change my thoughts, while i toss and turn in bed
Waiting for you to reply, but that never comes
That awkward realisation always sets me in the slums
I tried to give you my feelings, but you threw em away
So why shouldn't I pull the trigger on this trusty AK?
Huh?
[Verse Three:]
But I'm being a little harsh, I am unattractive
So why won't you be proactive instead of reactive
You see I just prove your point by writing these lyrics down
I always played a fool for you, guess I'm a f**ing clown
Maybe it's my personality, I am introverted
And when I talk about suicide my view it's just perverted.,
So you can send your nudes, you know i'll never mind
But my life's on track, this ain't no Derailed you'll find