Purpan - Introverted lyrics

[Verse One:] I understand these problems and I understand tomfoolery But my life is a mess, something like some busted j**elry My pain and my problems straight outweigh that one benefit They try to get me to smile even when the weather's dark as sh** My parents disown me, just because in growing up And realising life's pythagorean theorem just doesn't f**ing add up But at the same time, I try to work, I strive to grind Just so I can have some feelings like some rope, straight intertwined Yeah [Verse Two:] But I look upon this Pompeii rubble And realise that my conscious is up in this old tussle A cla**ic disagreement, the voices in my head They try to change my thoughts, while i toss and turn in bed Waiting for you to reply, but that never comes That awkward realisation always sets me in the slums I tried to give you my feelings, but you threw em away So why shouldn't I pull the trigger on this trusty AK? Huh? [Verse Three:] But I'm being a little harsh, I am unattractive So why won't you be proactive instead of reactive You see I just prove your point by writing these lyrics down I always played a fool for you, guess I'm a f**ing clown Maybe it's my personality, I am introverted And when I talk about suicide my view it's just perverted., So you can send your nudes, you know i'll never mind But my life's on track, this ain't no Derailed you'll find