[Intro]
I f**ed my whole life up
Had it all, now watch it light up
Treating life like its fight club
Put in a cell, and got a write up
I'm not crazy, this is crazy
People look at me like they hate me
No one knows sh**, they just frame me
And say here take all of the blaming
[Hook]
I've realized that I live for the love
And I don't want to give all of it up
I don't know where this goes
But we never know
No, we never know
Until we try
[Verse 1]
Naw, and I won't stop trying
I got an album to finish, I ain't dying
Back on my bullsh**, now it's unfolding
Hold it, now I know they feel the emotion
I can't even control it
Supposedly I'm doing sh** I wouldn't do normally, now what's that supposed to mean?
Sorry that I feel a little lonely
I'm not sorry cause these people are nosey
Saying sh** like as if they really know me
You probably never gave me the chance to even show me
So you can low key, f**ing blow me, b**h, I don't f** with the phony
Damn Dustin, slow it down
I gotta show this town who holds the crown
I'm the one and if you don't know, then you know it now
Yeah, you know it now
I realized I was fighting myself
Everytime I would yell
I was enticing my health
Like a cry for the help
Why can't I find myself?
Cause I can't find the help
Can't find the people to tell
I lost my love to this spell
And I don't think when it settles anyone will even be able to tell
[Hook]
[Verse 2]
Been on this mic for the wrong things
Tired of the fight and the taunting
Far from fine, now who'll be calling?
I'm ready to die and I'll still be haunting
I got nothing to show besides the music I write
Nothing, like no more you in my life, I just fume every night, about doing sh** right, put truth in the proof, now I'm losing my mind
I tried to be good but got corrupted
By everyone that I told I loved then
And no one really knows what's wrong with Dustin
"He's prolly doing blow, writing a song or something"
Is that what they say?
Taking shots then they hide their face
Fake, and f** you for thinking it's your place to even say what you think about my ways
I don't give a f** though
These people are cut throat
It's funny how rumors come from these dumb hoes
Ha, yo can I get a drumroll?
It's my life, don't forget who's in control
I regret every bad thing that's happened
All I wanna do is better than back then
I ain't even scared of relapsing
We lived through the crash, now put a smack to those habits, uh
[Hook]
[Hook 2]
I realized all I'll give for this love
And I ain't ever giving any of it up
I don't know where this goes
Yeah, we never know
But I want you to know I'll always try
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