[Intro] I f**ed my whole life up Had it all, now watch it light up Treating life like its fight club Put in a cell, and got a write up I'm not crazy, this is crazy People look at me like they hate me No one knows sh**, they just frame me And say here take all of the blaming [Hook] I've realized that I live for the love And I don't want to give all of it up I don't know where this goes But we never know No, we never know Until we try [Verse 1] Naw, and I won't stop trying I got an album to finish, I ain't dying Back on my bullsh**, now it's unfolding Hold it, now I know they feel the emotion I can't even control it Supposedly I'm doing sh** I wouldn't do normally, now what's that supposed to mean? Sorry that I feel a little lonely I'm not sorry cause these people are nosey Saying sh** like as if they really know me You probably never gave me the chance to even show me So you can low key, f**ing blow me, b**h, I don't f** with the phony Damn Dustin, slow it down I gotta show this town who holds the crown I'm the one and if you don't know, then you know it now Yeah, you know it now I realized I was fighting myself Everytime I would yell I was enticing my health Like a cry for the help Why can't I find myself? Cause I can't find the help Can't find the people to tell I lost my love to this spell And I don't think when it settles anyone will even be able to tell [Hook] [Verse 2] Been on this mic for the wrong things Tired of the fight and the taunting Far from fine, now who'll be calling? I'm ready to die and I'll still be haunting I got nothing to show besides the music I write Nothing, like no more you in my life, I just fume every night, about doing sh** right, put truth in the proof, now I'm losing my mind I tried to be good but got corrupted By everyone that I told I loved then And no one really knows what's wrong with Dustin "He's prolly doing blow, writing a song or something" Is that what they say? Taking shots then they hide their face Fake, and f** you for thinking it's your place to even say what you think about my ways I don't give a f** though These people are cut throat It's funny how rumors come from these dumb hoes Ha, yo can I get a drumroll? It's my life, don't forget who's in control I regret every bad thing that's happened All I wanna do is better than back then I ain't even scared of relapsing We lived through the crash, now put a smack to those habits, uh [Hook] [Hook 2] I realized all I'll give for this love And I ain't ever giving any of it up I don't know where this goes Yeah, we never know But I want you to know I'll always try ©Royalty 2015