[Verse 1]
You thought I was infatuated to blend in
Disobey myself, man that's sin
Throwing shots behind my back ain't cold,that's mint
Walking off from it, i call that win
When would I eventually win this spiritual war
Everytime it's brought,I seem to fall
f** emotions all I want to do is play ball
If you need me take your sh** somewhere else,dont call
You thought I was infatuated to please you
Instead I'm aggravated by the thought of you
The only category Id be placed is the truth
So I'd be an example,for the future youth
Or even the present youth
Maybe the truth is ruthless,but learn to accept it
Dont think it's rude except if
Your life's being inhaled like a spliff
Unless a mad kid showing a gun at you at end of a stiff cliff
[Hook]
This my mind's instrumental
The sound's elemental
Far from being gentle
Maybe it's sentimental
Product of being temperamental
And the cost of the rental
Is to pay mind to my mind's instrumental (x2)
[Verse 2]
You thought I was infatuated to be looked up to
I dont want to be a role model,cause I'm a piece of sh**
A product of a kid who never give a sh**
Only care about the sh** I spit
Numb to the comparisons and the expectations
In the same time,having instructions and limitation
Tolerating so long and expected to stay patient
Pattern so dysfunctional make a priest turn into a freemason
You thought I was infatuated to be the best
Still finding a way,you can say I'm taking a rest
When I'm done I'll beat the first to the last
Half a** sh** again,it won't even last
Your devilish ways leave me exhausted
You all dont need this,you all need an exorcist
I'm just trying to clean up my closet
A psycopath,yeah let all my bones be fossil
[Hook]
This is my mind's instrumental
The sound's elemental
Far from being gentle
Maybe it's sentimental
Product of being temperamental
And the cost of the rental
Is to pay mind to my mind's instrumental (x2)
[Verse 3]
You thought I was going to use the word infatuated again
Nuh uh,cause this my mind's instrumental
Music stops me from going mental
Dirt off my teeth,like it's my dental
See all I've ever been is an outcast
The headhoncho,but it might not last
Never influenced by the crowd
Talking like im on that loud
Picking my thoughts on that lost and found
With all off this,im kingdom bound
People have no idea,they can't fathom the atom of my thoughts
It only belong to the gods
You thought I was infatuated of making you think
You got that right,i pop eyes while you blink
They tried to dedicate my life to slavery
But different things were said to me
So I feel like Jimmy Hendrix,John Lennon,Kurt Cobane
But I really feel like Ab-soul,trying to weather the rain
[Hook]
This is my mind's instrumental
The sound's elemental
Far from being gentle
Maybe it's sentimental
Product of being temperamental
And the cost of the rental
Is to pay mind to my mind's instrumental (x2)