Phrixus - Mind's instrumental lyrics

[Verse 1] You thought I was infatuated to blend in Disobey myself, man that's sin Throwing shots behind my back ain't cold,that's mint Walking off from it, i call that win When would I eventually win this spiritual war Everytime it's brought,I seem to fall f** emotions all I want to do is play ball If you need me take your sh** somewhere else,dont call You thought I was infatuated to please you Instead I'm aggravated by the thought of you The only category Id be placed is the truth So I'd be an example,for the future youth Or even the present youth Maybe the truth is ruthless,but learn to accept it Dont think it's rude except if Your life's being inhaled like a spliff Unless a mad kid showing a gun at you at end of a stiff cliff [Hook] This my mind's instrumental The sound's elemental Far from being gentle Maybe it's sentimental Product of being temperamental And the cost of the rental Is to pay mind to my mind's instrumental (x2) [Verse 2] You thought I was infatuated to be looked up to I dont want to be a role model,cause I'm a piece of sh** A product of a kid who never give a sh** Only care about the sh** I spit Numb to the comparisons and the expectations In the same time,having instructions and limitation Tolerating so long and expected to stay patient Pattern so dysfunctional make a priest turn into a freemason You thought I was infatuated to be the best Still finding a way,you can say I'm taking a rest When I'm done I'll beat the first to the last Half a** sh** again,it won't even last Your devilish ways leave me exhausted You all dont need this,you all need an exorcist I'm just trying to clean up my closet A psycopath,yeah let all my bones be fossil [Hook] This is my mind's instrumental The sound's elemental Far from being gentle Maybe it's sentimental Product of being temperamental And the cost of the rental Is to pay mind to my mind's instrumental (x2) [Verse 3] You thought I was going to use the word infatuated again Nuh uh,cause this my mind's instrumental Music stops me from going mental Dirt off my teeth,like it's my dental See all I've ever been is an outcast The headhoncho,but it might not last Never influenced by the crowd Talking like im on that loud Picking my thoughts on that lost and found With all off this,im kingdom bound People have no idea,they can't fathom the atom of my thoughts It only belong to the gods You thought I was infatuated of making you think You got that right,i pop eyes while you blink They tried to dedicate my life to slavery But different things were said to me So I feel like Jimmy Hendrix,John Lennon,Kurt Cobane But I really feel like Ab-soul,trying to weather the rain [Hook] This is my mind's instrumental The sound's elemental Far from being gentle Maybe it's sentimental Product of being temperamental And the cost of the rental Is to pay mind to my mind's instrumental (x2)