[Verse 1:Dizzy A.k.a Prazolit]
Dizzy A.k.a Prazolit If You All Know Me
Then Let's Not Go Back And Talk About Past
Cuz Back Then I've Acted Dumb And Crazy
Day Dreaming Smoking Weed With Pills And Drinking Liquor
Getting High With Brothers Cuz Really Nothing Did Mattered
Life, Family, Friends, Society, High And Wasted
Didn't Had Time To Think Right
And Now When I Turn The Pages Back
I Realise I've Disrespected Many People's Esp My Loved One's
What Eva My Problem Was It Had Nothing To Do With Them
Young And My Mind Twisted Made Some Wrong Decisions
Have To Accept It Got Lost For Some Momemt And Did Some Wrong Things
Along The Way Stepped Over My Loved One's Feeling's
Lord Forgive Me For My Sins Even If I'm Late Praying
Just Give Me Strength To Make Things Right Cuz I Know I Ain't Going To Heaven
No Regreats Mistakes I've Made Has Taught Me Some Good Lessons
Went Through Some Crazy sh** In My Life And Realise Life Is Short
And Life Can Trick Us And With The Pace In Life I Was And I Am Living
Things Might Go Wrong And Anything Can Happen
So Before That Appology Esp To My Mother, I'm Sorry For Everything
Never Said This But I'll Do Anything To Make Things Right
Cuz Time Changed And I've Changed For Some Better Reasons
Don't Wanns End Up Like My F*&^%$$$ F^%$$$$$
Nothing Special To Talk About Him But If We Come Across
I Swear I'll k** Him For The Pain Of My Mother
What The f** I've Started Talking Of I Need That Chronic
Just To Forget Things Skip His Chapter Focus What I Was Doing
And Talk About How I Was And What Has Brought Changes
[Chorus:Kristina Allen]
Mother Mourning For Her Son In A Casket
Who is Laying Numb And Silent
Tears And Pain The Feeling That I Had That Day
Made Me Look Back And Change My Ways
Mother Mourning For Her Son In A Casket
Who is Laying Numb And Silent
Tears And Pain The Feeling That I Had That Day
Made Me Look Back And Change My Ways
[Verse 2:Dizzy A.k.a Prazolit]
How Can I Forget The Year 20#%
Days Painted Brown Blue And White Getting High
Yeah We Took Some Crazy Ride, Eveything Was Going Well
Except God Has A Different Plan, 15th Of July That Morning
I Was At My Friends Place Someones Knocking
I Hear Bro A&^% Voice, Before I Could Ask Anything
Yugg's And Him Running Down The Stair's
I'm Thinking What The f** Is Happening But My Head Is Spinning
With Last Night Pill's And Chronic and As I Came Out Of The House
I See ADB On Bro Anoop Solder, ADB Is Not Breathing Anoop Bro Is Bare Foot
Shocked For a Moment, Speechless Paranoid Rushed To ADB House
All I Remember Yugg's Giving Mouth To Mouth Trying To Save Him
We Were Standing There Feeling Helpless All We Could Do Was Pray
But Lord Had Already Decided Not To Hear Our Prayer's
Too Late Had To Accept The Truth He Is Gone Foreva
Goodbye And Promises Made Not To Forget Times
It Was Hard We Were Feeling Down Confused What Went Wrong
When We Talked About It Few Things About That Night Is A Bitter Truth
I Gotta Live With Other Half Only God And Bro Anoop Know's It
Let's Not Get Deep Guess Some Thing's Are Meant To Keep As Secret's
So Will It Be Nothing We Can Do Besides Reminiscence And Cherish Time's
Since Then Few Thing's I Started Understanding
Life Started Making Sense, Relationship Meant Something
Year's Pa**ed Now Life Is Still Stressfull
Problems Don't Wanna Leave Me
Feels Like Dying Might Be A Easy Solution Then Living
But That's When I Get Reminded
[Chorus:Kristina Allen]
Mother Mourning For Her Son In A Casket
Who is Laying Numb And Silent
Tears And Pain The Feeling That I Had That Day
Made Me Look Back And Change My Ways
Mother Mourning For Her Son In A Casket
Who is Laying Numb And Silent
Tears And Pain The Feeling That I Had That Day
Made Me Look Back And Change My Ways