Phoenix Studios Nepal - Tears And Pain lyrics

[Verse 1:Dizzy A.k.a Prazolit] Dizzy A.k.a Prazolit If You All Know Me Then Let's Not Go Back And Talk About Past Cuz Back Then I've Acted Dumb And Crazy Day Dreaming Smoking Weed With Pills And Drinking Liquor Getting High With Brothers Cuz Really Nothing Did Mattered Life, Family, Friends, Society, High And Wasted Didn't Had Time To Think Right And Now When I Turn The Pages Back I Realise I've Disrespected Many People's Esp My Loved One's What Eva My Problem Was It Had Nothing To Do With Them Young And My Mind Twisted Made Some Wrong Decisions Have To Accept It Got Lost For Some Momemt And Did Some Wrong Things Along The Way Stepped Over My Loved One's Feeling's Lord Forgive Me For My Sins Even If I'm Late Praying Just Give Me Strength To Make Things Right Cuz I Know I Ain't Going To Heaven No Regreats Mistakes I've Made Has Taught Me Some Good Lessons Went Through Some Crazy sh** In My Life And Realise Life Is Short And Life Can Trick Us And With The Pace In Life I Was And I Am Living Things Might Go Wrong And Anything Can Happen So Before That Appology Esp To My Mother, I'm Sorry For Everything Never Said This But I'll Do Anything To Make Things Right Cuz Time Changed And I've Changed For Some Better Reasons Don't Wanns End Up Like My F*&^%$$$ F^%$$$$$ Nothing Special To Talk About Him But If We Come Across I Swear I'll k** Him For The Pain Of My Mother What The f** I've Started Talking Of I Need That Chronic Just To Forget Things Skip His Chapter Focus What I Was Doing And Talk About How I Was And What Has Brought Changes [Chorus:Kristina Allen] Mother Mourning For Her Son In A Casket Who is Laying Numb And Silent Tears And Pain The Feeling That I Had That Day Made Me Look Back And Change My Ways Mother Mourning For Her Son In A Casket Who is Laying Numb And Silent Tears And Pain The Feeling That I Had That Day Made Me Look Back And Change My Ways [Verse 2:Dizzy A.k.a Prazolit] How Can I Forget The Year 20#% Days Painted Brown Blue And White Getting High Yeah We Took Some Crazy Ride, Eveything Was Going Well Except God Has A Different Plan, 15th Of July That Morning I Was At My Friends Place Someones Knocking I Hear Bro A&^% Voice, Before I Could Ask Anything Yugg's And Him Running Down The Stair's I'm Thinking What The f** Is Happening But My Head Is Spinning With Last Night Pill's And Chronic and As I Came Out Of The House I See ADB On Bro Anoop Solder, ADB Is Not Breathing Anoop Bro Is Bare Foot Shocked For a Moment, Speechless Paranoid Rushed To ADB House All I Remember Yugg's Giving Mouth To Mouth Trying To Save Him We Were Standing There Feeling Helpless All We Could Do Was Pray But Lord Had Already Decided Not To Hear Our Prayer's Too Late Had To Accept The Truth He Is Gone Foreva Goodbye And Promises Made Not To Forget Times It Was Hard We Were Feeling Down Confused What Went Wrong When We Talked About It Few Things About That Night Is A Bitter Truth I Gotta Live With Other Half Only God And Bro Anoop Know's It Let's Not Get Deep Guess Some Thing's Are Meant To Keep As Secret's So Will It Be Nothing We Can Do Besides Reminiscence And Cherish Time's Since Then Few Thing's I Started Understanding Life Started Making Sense, Relationship Meant Something Year's Pa**ed Now Life Is Still Stressfull Problems Don't Wanna Leave Me Feels Like Dying Might Be A Easy Solution Then Living But That's When I Get Reminded [Chorus:Kristina Allen] Mother Mourning For Her Son In A Casket Who is Laying Numb And Silent Tears And Pain The Feeling That I Had That Day Made Me Look Back And Change My Ways Mother Mourning For Her Son In A Casket Who is Laying Numb And Silent Tears And Pain The Feeling That I Had That Day Made Me Look Back And Change My Ways