[Verse 1]
Sundays were fun days until I met you
Now I'm on d**, the power trippin
I'm sitting and thinking 'bout what we could've been if you and I had the same vision
And you hadn't been pretending, Ex
X marks the spot
These spearheaded bullets get pressed in my heart
Chest falls in
My best parts erupt
Forgot how to love but learned how to lust
[Hook]
It just don't feel like it was before
It just don't feel like a drug no more
I lost my way
Yeah, I lost my way,I lost my way
f**ing with the chemical
f**ing with the chemical X
f**ing with the chemical X
Yeah, I lost my way
I lost my way
f**ing with the chemical X
[Verse]
Prisoner of my brain
I thought that you could've saved me
I even took my heart off safety
Sixteen so sixteens were never in the plan but you love J. Cole
So I gotta be the man
I gotta be fresh, I gotta drip in designer
Lingering on my brain but I slowly get reminded
That I ain't light skinned and I ain't J.Cole
I'm Darker than sin and my clothes is old
But she a good girl so none of that sh** matters
Young and naive
Man my heart got shattered
I fell for a girl who don' used me as a prop
Intelligent schemer, acting, I never knew the plot
Becoming a crutch for your crush?
You get crushed
The X comes home
And you become dust
I told Kay you were the reason I don't trust
The reason I forgot to love but learnt lust
[Hook]