[Verse 1] Sundays were fun days until I met you Now I'm on d**, the power trippin I'm sitting and thinking 'bout what we could've been if you and I had the same vision And you hadn't been pretending, Ex X marks the spot These spearheaded bullets get pressed in my heart Chest falls in My best parts erupt Forgot how to love but learned how to lust [Hook] It just don't feel like it was before It just don't feel like a drug no more I lost my way Yeah, I lost my way,I lost my way f**ing with the chemical f**ing with the chemical X f**ing with the chemical X Yeah, I lost my way I lost my way f**ing with the chemical X [Verse] Prisoner of my brain I thought that you could've saved me I even took my heart off safety Sixteen so sixteens were never in the plan but you love J. Cole So I gotta be the man I gotta be fresh, I gotta drip in designer Lingering on my brain but I slowly get reminded That I ain't light skinned and I ain't J.Cole I'm Darker than sin and my clothes is old But she a good girl so none of that sh** matters Young and naive Man my heart got shattered I fell for a girl who don' used me as a prop Intelligent schemer, acting, I never knew the plot Becoming a crutch for your crush? You get crushed The X comes home And you become dust I told Kay you were the reason I don't trust The reason I forgot to love but learnt lust [Hook]