Ive got 47 missed calls on my cell phone
My god, why the hell I ain't say hello
Mind gone, ties on, feeling emotions I haven't ever felt yo
Why does it continue to rain after monsoons
Two years in a row I gotta put on this costume
Fake smile with the positive outlook, right now I'm not concerned with how I look you got me shook
I want to be alone but I'm surrounded by people I don't even know
To some another name to list, to me the people that helped me raise since a kid
The ones that sent me cards on my birthday, played games, watched cartoons, and held me on my worst days
Now they're gone and I'm further in a worst place
Am I even worthy?
Cause lately it seems I'm not enough