P. Soul - 47 Missed Calls lyrics

Ive got 47 missed calls on my cell phone My god, why the hell I ain't say hello Mind gone, ties on, feeling emotions I haven't ever felt yo Why does it continue to rain after monsoons Two years in a row I gotta put on this costume Fake smile with the positive outlook, right now I'm not concerned with how I look you got me shook I want to be alone but I'm surrounded by people I don't even know To some another name to list, to me the people that helped me raise since a kid The ones that sent me cards on my birthday, played games, watched cartoons, and held me on my worst days Now they're gone and I'm further in a worst place Am I even worthy? Cause lately it seems I'm not enough