[Verse]
Why am I so scared to die
If I'm already too scared to live
Why am I so scared that one day I will see myself inside my future kids
Why am I not scared of pain
But too scared to cut open my veins
Why am I scared that you always remember the worst when you look at my face
Why is my heart [?]
But my family will always see love
Why am I scared that my uncle and my best friend [?]
Why am I scared to believe
And [?]
Cause if there was a God then he wouldn't let all these children be k**ed in the streets