Sitting in my room it's the middle of the night yes
I could hear the window singing little eerie tunes yes
Looking at the blade on down next to my shoes and
Leaving me in wonder it was not there before hand
I don't have anything to protect my mind
But my sanity begs to differ when I'm reclined
Both hands are together planted on my head
They are not mine someone else's embedded
With the mind I have lies being told to me on
A daily basis it's expected of the people who
Take advantage of a kind soul now much
Disbelief with the people and myself i'm a
Book full of dust up on the shelf what was
That who keeps braying on my door now
I move along with great speed look outside
Of the window without a doubt I scream and
Shout my inner thoughts are really dangerous
And dark when they come out to play a game
Take a vow to never play again with the demons
Who keep on teasing me here and now
Stuck in a loop with myself but I never bow down
To my evil thoughts that is not what I'm about
Train of thought is losing oxygen
Stay in the house peak outside
Live in the doubt that's my mind
Return to the room I need to hide
Every feeling that of mine
I'm stuck under water can't breathe
Under water the look on my face is
Falling down faster the day is near
End waiting for closure
I'm watching as d**h comes a bit closer
I draw with a pen as I'm writing my poems
I think with my head show a lot of composure
I hate certain things I do and I know it
Can never complain giving up my comfort zone
Just for me and not for show I don't like myself
For the reasons that are known to the people
I don't know how can I escape when the man is
Standing in the driveway