One A.M. - Man In The Driveway lyrics

Sitting in my room it's the middle of the night yes I could hear the window singing little eerie tunes yes Looking at the blade on down next to my shoes and Leaving me in wonder it was not there before hand I don't have anything to protect my mind But my sanity begs to differ when I'm reclined Both hands are together planted on my head They are not mine someone else's embedded With the mind I have lies being told to me on A daily basis it's expected of the people who Take advantage of a kind soul now much Disbelief with the people and myself i'm a Book full of dust up on the shelf what was That who keeps braying on my door now I move along with great speed look outside Of the window without a doubt I scream and Shout my inner thoughts are really dangerous And dark when they come out to play a game Take a vow to never play again with the demons Who keep on teasing me here and now Stuck in a loop with myself but I never bow down To my evil thoughts that is not what I'm about Train of thought is losing oxygen Stay in the house peak outside Live in the doubt that's my mind Return to the room I need to hide Every feeling that of mine I'm stuck under water can't breathe Under water the look on my face is Falling down faster the day is near End waiting for closure I'm watching as d**h comes a bit closer I draw with a pen as I'm writing my poems I think with my head show a lot of composure I hate certain things I do and I know it Can never complain giving up my comfort zone Just for me and not for show I don't like myself For the reasons that are known to the people I don't know how can I escape when the man is Standing in the driveway