Who tf r u to tell me how i feel on the inside?(luh ni**a)
I’m dyin inside i cry myself to sleep i do drugs just to get by(dass how i cope)
But there’s only so much that i can hide
I know should prolly just give it all to god
But i’m stuck in my ways can’t swallow my pride (allah forgive me)
I’m losing a battle within my sanity’s starting to forsaken me
I’m on a path of no return n i know not where it is taken me
Blind man can see ion do so well under pressure (ill crash out)
Og told me to put my foot on they throats n don’t eva let up(hahahaa)
I turn on the television and see death & destruction (losing hope)
I got a whole baby but my baby mama want let me touch her (stupid ahh hoe)
So fu*k hеr and whoever love hеr(eat a dick)
End of the discussion (period)
I’m fed up wit life (idgaf)
Hand on my glock n i’m clutching (pow)
Lookin for a reason to end it all (let do it)
I’m exhausted i’m battle worn(fatigued)
Just waitin to be finished off
Set a voice recorder on my phone (hello)
Say my farewells n last wishes befo i send it off(goodbye) tawk to em....
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Who tf are you to tell me how to deal with my emotions(tf u posed to be)
Don’t u hate when people say they love ya
But wer u was at wen i was at my lowest?(lowest)
When i was down on my luck wit the weight of the world on my shoulders
Who gave me love?no one did kuz no one soul noticed
I was searching for my purpose while i was still hurting
I robbed a couple people that didn’t deserve it (mike)
Kuz i was feeling deserted(all alone)
I was down on my dick kuldnt see my luck changin
Kicked me when i was down kant trust a soul kuz people love to shame me(oh it’s funny huh?)
Sum of my friends became my opposition kuz they did me like a dawg(sh*t krazy)
Took me for granted wen i was with em bet dey miss me now i’m gone(hasta luega)
I much rather be alone kuz i’m afraid of love
Then cried so many nites my next tear will prolly be made of blood
I dun really thought bout taking a page from 13 reasons why
Hop in a tub slit my wrist it ain’t no need to cry(hannah)
Leave this earth and go n be with god(allah)
So heartbroken at times i ratha be dead then to be alive tawk to em.....
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