Nsa Don Juan - Afflicted by love lyrics

Who tf r u to tell me how i feel on the inside?(luh ni**a) I’m dyin inside i cry myself to sleep i do drugs just to get by(dass how i cope) But there’s only so much that i can hide I know should prolly just give it all to god But i’m stuck in my ways can’t swallow my pride (allah forgive me) I’m losing a battle within my sanity’s starting to forsaken me I’m on a path of no return n i know not where it is taken me Blind man can see ion do so well under pressure (ill crash out) Og told me to put my foot on they throats n don’t eva let up(hahahaa) I turn on the television and see death & destruction (losing hope) I got a whole baby but my baby mama want let me touch her (stupid ahh hoe) So fu*k hеr and whoever love hеr(eat a dick) End of the discussion (period) I’m fed up wit life (idgaf) Hand on my glock n i’m clutching (pow) Lookin for a reason to end it all (let do it) I’m exhausted i’m battle worn(fatigued) Just waitin to be finished off Set a voice recorder on my phone (hello) Say my farewells n last wishes befo i send it off(goodbye) tawk to em.... (hook) Who tf are you to tell me how to deal with my emotions(tf u posed to be) Don’t u hate when people say they love ya But wer u was at wen i was at my lowest?(lowest) When i was down on my luck wit the weight of the world on my shoulders Who gave me love?no one did kuz no one soul noticed I was searching for my purpose while i was still hurting I robbed a couple people that didn’t deserve it (mike) Kuz i was feeling deserted(all alone) I was down on my dick kuldnt see my luck changin Kicked me when i was down kant trust a soul kuz people love to shame me(oh it’s funny huh?) Sum of my friends became my opposition kuz they did me like a dawg(sh*t krazy) Took me for granted wen i was with em bet dey miss me now i’m gone(hasta luega) I much rather be alone kuz i’m afraid of love Then cried so many nites my next tear will prolly be made of blood I dun really thought bout taking a page from 13 reasons why Hop in a tub slit my wrist it ain’t no need to cry(hannah) Leave this earth and go n be with god(allah) So heartbroken at times i ratha be dead then to be alive tawk to em..... Hook