I'm wondering what I might see
If you were lying next to me
Your lips as blue as they can be
My hands around your neck just choking, choking
I feel this pain inside my head
I'm always wishing you were dead
Lying naked on my bed
Stop this pain inside my head, my head
I've got to really get it all
I will control you
Some special feeling for a fear within you
Look into pain and get it up
Dig in your body
My evil feeling's got to go
I'd love to take you down
If words are said and words are wept
And promises are left unkept
The blood I feel is warm and wet
My rage is what you'll see and what you'll get
I've still been trying to rack my brain
My life is just so full of pain
A waste of time is all the same
I like my life so full of pain, of pain
A violent display of love
I'm turning pushes into shoves
So take my s** and take my love
Somebody's watching from above, above