I was holding it together
When you started to notice me
Falling apart at the seems
When I find my heart
I'll find the strength
Where theres a will theres a way
And Ill get my head straight
I'll come to terms
That I never know
What's best for me
I've been myself away from you
Giving you space so you don't have to
Live with this the way I do
But I made my own choices
I was holding it together
When you started to notice me
Falling apart at the seems
I'm visibly nervous
Embarra**ingly anxious
Waiting for you to leave
But you stay with me
I found a way To outrun my shame
But Along the way I grew complacent
I'll hide from my fate
Behind the wall of mistakes I made
I was holding it together
When you started to notice me
Falling apart at the seems
I'm visibly nervous
Embarra**ingly anxious
Waiting for you to leave
But you stay with me
Even though I'm
So visibly nervous
Embarra**ingly anxious
And waiting for you to leave
You stay with me