I was holding it together When you started to notice me Falling apart at the seems When I find my heart I'll find the strength Where theres a will theres a way And Ill get my head straight I'll come to terms That I never know What's best for me I've been myself away from you Giving you space so you don't have to Live with this the way I do But I made my own choices I was holding it together When you started to notice me Falling apart at the seems I'm visibly nervous Embarra**ingly anxious Waiting for you to leave But you stay with me I found a way To outrun my shame But Along the way I grew complacent I'll hide from my fate Behind the wall of mistakes I made I was holding it together When you started to notice me Falling apart at the seems I'm visibly nervous Embarra**ingly anxious Waiting for you to leave But you stay with me Even though I'm So visibly nervous Embarra**ingly anxious And waiting for you to leave You stay with me