Chatting at party with my friends, it was the first time I saw you at all ends
I noticed you at first glance, you were there in perfect stance
Your eyes were looking at me with all lust
I was looking at you for all must
We stood out as the chatter continued in the background
And we came to each other to exchange names in bound
For we were attracted first sight
And fall of love at first flight
I will never forget the face of you
When your face went all but blue
And your unique eyes gave a distinguished stare
And for the first time you did something that was rare
We got to know each other by name
But never got to see each other again by aim
You would always be mystery
And would lie deep in my history
Then I began to see you again
Your red cheeks and smooth hair
So much loveliness that is hard to describe
But so much impact it is easy to apply
Our instant recognition made us remember each other
But your prudishness made us be away even farther
Your heart goes to me as mine goes to you
But your mysteries get in way to choose
Of what I find I find distinguish
Of you to find distintictive
Therefore you pretend nothing of me
And you refuse to acknowledge of me
As even a good friend for all days that come to an end
My thoughts come to you everyday
As I witness the sun dropping at the bay
My life is a great depression
As struggle in grand repression
To find what is the meaning of my life
As venture through this ongoing fight
The only thing that gives me hope is you
And what gives me courage is you
I get to know you even more
As we laugh and chat by the door
Of what you love and adore
And what I like and bore
We got to get bond close
As we got to like each at most
Your face smiled wide with white teeth
As affections rose from the beneath
And I thought we were coming somewhere
That would be all that was fair
Only that didn't happen
One day I came up to you to chat
But you only returned something to bat
Your attitude was alien
As my heart start burning uranium
Our conversations turn dull
As our disdain went bold
Our secret love was now dead
For the reasons of why could not be laid
As you avoid any acknowledgement of me
And refuse to be lady I once thought you to be
I would come my crib everyday to weep and cry
Of once caring and lovely soul now begging to fry
Your dislike has become to be acceptable
As began to lie my shocked head on the table
It is not an irritating pinch
But a choking lynch
It is the fact that I have return to my unhappy life
Of emptiness, sorrow, and strife
Your face turned into disdain and disgust
As my anger and pride began to thrust
Your refusal has made me an unworthy slave
As I become victim to your ongoing wave
I'm now waiting to be free of your chains
So I could be free from all your imposed pains
My heart still runs cold of a thought of you
But my eyes turn red of what was once you
As long ago we both were at that party
Staring at each other with those lustful eyes