Chatting at party with my friends, it was the first time I saw you at all ends I noticed you at first glance, you were there in perfect stance Your eyes were looking at me with all lust I was looking at you for all must We stood out as the chatter continued in the background And we came to each other to exchange names in bound For we were attracted first sight And fall of love at first flight I will never forget the face of you When your face went all but blue And your unique eyes gave a distinguished stare And for the first time you did something that was rare We got to know each other by name But never got to see each other again by aim You would always be mystery And would lie deep in my history Then I began to see you again Your red cheeks and smooth hair So much loveliness that is hard to describe But so much impact it is easy to apply Our instant recognition made us remember each other But your prudishness made us be away even farther Your heart goes to me as mine goes to you But your mysteries get in way to choose Of what I find I find distinguish Of you to find distintictive Therefore you pretend nothing of me And you refuse to acknowledge of me As even a good friend for all days that come to an end My thoughts come to you everyday As I witness the sun dropping at the bay My life is a great depression As struggle in grand repression To find what is the meaning of my life As venture through this ongoing fight The only thing that gives me hope is you And what gives me courage is you I get to know you even more As we laugh and chat by the door Of what you love and adore And what I like and bore We got to get bond close As we got to like each at most Your face smiled wide with white teeth As affections rose from the beneath And I thought we were coming somewhere That would be all that was fair Only that didn't happen One day I came up to you to chat But you only returned something to bat Your attitude was alien As my heart start burning uranium Our conversations turn dull As our disdain went bold Our secret love was now dead For the reasons of why could not be laid As you avoid any acknowledgement of me And refuse to be lady I once thought you to be I would come my crib everyday to weep and cry Of once caring and lovely soul now begging to fry Your dislike has become to be acceptable As began to lie my shocked head on the table It is not an irritating pinch But a choking lynch It is the fact that I have return to my unhappy life Of emptiness, sorrow, and strife Your face turned into disdain and disgust As my anger and pride began to thrust Your refusal has made me an unworthy slave As I become victim to your ongoing wave I'm now waiting to be free of your chains So I could be free from all your imposed pains My heart still runs cold of a thought of you But my eyes turn red of what was once you As long ago we both were at that party Staring at each other with those lustful eyes