[Verse 1:]
They said its all good, they told me relax
They found my medicine I'd only taken 3 packs
Here he goes again he's on his f**ing dribble and
He's always whinging ain't he co*ky, thought that he was k**in em
Your looking thin Scott, they tell me thats d**
I think they're right cos I'm eating like a fat c*nt
It spins me out, I'm the one that they look up to
I'm happy one minute then the next I'm thinking f** you
Ain't gotta trust you, you gotta trust me
Triple pop what I call it when i dump free
Ain't a flow better, suicide with no letter
Took the scene over mama told me I'm a go getter
And i won't let her, know my dark side
Think she knew it when she caught me in the park high
Such a young fool, break the law with one rule: never dog my family i didn't learn that sh** in school
[Hook:]
What I'm meant to do?
Where the right way?
Why I'm high and my mind never skyscrape?
Who ya judging?
Ah its me now?
No A grades, cause I'm living in the C-town
[Verse 2:]
I need a lift up, no need to slip up
I f** a beat and flip it over get my dick s**ed
They call me sick c*nt, cause I told em too
I'm so real motherf**er if you only knew
When they read it tell the truth I kinda dropped nuts
They had the phone records still denied the sh** like not us
In custody my boy be facing 5 years, he had the Xanies dacked
And we popped him just to hide tears
I haven't seen him since I'm dyin to visit
I'm on the road so much its hard for me for finding a minute
I swear when I get the time ill explain it alright?
But for now spread your word while I'm still in a rhyme, and I
Don't know where to go i finished with the flow
Hope they know that I've shown my heart from the go
At the start of the track, I put part of it back
So they keep coming back, to my arteries ?
[Hook:]
What I'm meant to do?
Where the right way?
Why I'm high and my mind never skyscrape?
Who ya judging?
Ah its me now?
No A grades, cause I'm living in the C-town
[Verse 3:]
As a teen even then no sober type
You f**in trippin thinking that this happened overnight
I seen my mum cry when her best friend died
I ignored it just went out so I could get high!
These are things that f**ing eat me inside
I heard my brother stabbing walls i tried to peep in but I
Had a lift out the front more important at the time
And never have I spoke about it I just pour it out with rhyme
By the way the knife jammed and he sliced his f**in hand man
Now we hit the stage and almost cry when hearing fans chant
Its f**in crazy so am I but I just block it out
They tell me talk about it tell me is that gonna stop it now?
I got fans but there were times when no one heard me rhyme
I make the sign of christ and pray to god that i reach 35
Got a dirty mind cause I'm from the dirty side
Of society that they don't wanna see or recognise
I make em f**in listen
Ain't gotta trust the system
Ain't gotta get permission just to see a friend or visit
If I am wrong then I will blame this f**ing scummy town
Now I'm selling out cause i am climbing out the underground
[Hook:]
What I'm meant to do?
Where the right way?
Why I'm high and my mind never skyscrape?
Who ya judging?
Ah its me now?
No A grades, cause I'm living in the C-town