NEBS - Who You Judging? lyrics

[Verse 1:] They said its all good, they told me relax They found my medicine I'd only taken 3 packs Here he goes again he's on his f**ing dribble and He's always whinging ain't he co*ky, thought that he was k**in em Your looking thin Scott, they tell me thats d** I think they're right cos I'm eating like a fat c*nt It spins me out, I'm the one that they look up to I'm happy one minute then the next I'm thinking f** you Ain't gotta trust you, you gotta trust me Triple pop what I call it when i dump free Ain't a flow better, suicide with no letter Took the scene over mama told me I'm a go getter And i won't let her, know my dark side Think she knew it when she caught me in the park high Such a young fool, break the law with one rule: never dog my family i didn't learn that sh** in school [Hook:] What I'm meant to do? Where the right way? Why I'm high and my mind never skyscrape? Who ya judging? Ah its me now? No A grades, cause I'm living in the C-town [Verse 2:] I need a lift up, no need to slip up I f** a beat and flip it over get my dick s**ed They call me sick c*nt, cause I told em too I'm so real motherf**er if you only knew When they read it tell the truth I kinda dropped nuts They had the phone records still denied the sh** like not us In custody my boy be facing 5 years, he had the Xanies dacked And we popped him just to hide tears I haven't seen him since I'm dyin to visit I'm on the road so much its hard for me for finding a minute I swear when I get the time ill explain it alright? But for now spread your word while I'm still in a rhyme, and I Don't know where to go i finished with the flow Hope they know that I've shown my heart from the go At the start of the track, I put part of it back So they keep coming back, to my arteries ? [Hook:] What I'm meant to do? Where the right way? Why I'm high and my mind never skyscrape? Who ya judging? Ah its me now? No A grades, cause I'm living in the C-town [Verse 3:] As a teen even then no sober type You f**in trippin thinking that this happened overnight I seen my mum cry when her best friend died I ignored it just went out so I could get high! These are things that f**ing eat me inside I heard my brother stabbing walls i tried to peep in but I Had a lift out the front more important at the time And never have I spoke about it I just pour it out with rhyme By the way the knife jammed and he sliced his f**in hand man Now we hit the stage and almost cry when hearing fans chant Its f**in crazy so am I but I just block it out They tell me talk about it tell me is that gonna stop it now? I got fans but there were times when no one heard me rhyme I make the sign of christ and pray to god that i reach 35 Got a dirty mind cause I'm from the dirty side Of society that they don't wanna see or recognise I make em f**in listen Ain't gotta trust the system Ain't gotta get permission just to see a friend or visit If I am wrong then I will blame this f**ing scummy town Now I'm selling out cause i am climbing out the underground [Hook:] What I'm meant to do? Where the right way? Why I'm high and my mind never skyscrape? Who ya judging? Ah its me now? No A grades, cause I'm living in the C-town