Follow me down or watch me drown
I can't tell if your living anyway
Coasting through life missing everything
Define success and tell me less
Calculated bullsh**, I'm over it
You don't choose the way I think
And you can't feel the way I feel this washing over me
A storm of relief
But I doubt I can keep it
And once it goes away
I'll go right back to seeking
It's mortality sneaking
Around the corner to stare at me
The lack of any fear
Is the only thing that's scaring me
I've never felt so uncertain
Yet so comfortable in suffering
And I wish that you could tell
That we're better off without you now
I can finally let everything else out
I'm not afraid to die alone
But I'm not quite ready yet
If you have any open rooms
I still haven't found a home worth resting in
Where do I begin?
I can't be truly convicted of sins I don't believe in
So would you keep this in mind
I shouldn't have to tell you twice
And with your hands around my neck
None of us are coming back around
To follow your foot steps
And tell you that I've found something
Really worth all of these
Days spent descending to nothing
I'm coming back to show you I'm rising in time
In struggle, I'm not going under
I'll make you see I'm in this for more than me
I promise I'll learn from my mistakes
Though I've recognized the pasts the same
I'm leaving my mark before I leave
I'm taking ahold of what I see
Please see
Don't you forget my name