Nanashi - Cold World lyrics

Follow me down or watch me drown I can't tell if your living anyway Coasting through life missing everything Define success and tell me less Calculated bullsh**, I'm over it You don't choose the way I think And you can't feel the way I feel this washing over me A storm of relief But I doubt I can keep it And once it goes away I'll go right back to seeking It's mortality sneaking Around the corner to stare at me The lack of any fear Is the only thing that's scaring me I've never felt so uncertain Yet so comfortable in suffering And I wish that you could tell That we're better off without you now I can finally let everything else out I'm not afraid to die alone But I'm not quite ready yet If you have any open rooms I still haven't found a home worth resting in Where do I begin? I can't be truly convicted of sins I don't believe in So would you keep this in mind I shouldn't have to tell you twice And with your hands around my neck None of us are coming back around To follow your foot steps And tell you that I've found something Really worth all of these Days spent descending to nothing I'm coming back to show you I'm rising in time In struggle, I'm not going under I'll make you see I'm in this for more than me I promise I'll learn from my mistakes Though I've recognized the pasts the same I'm leaving my mark before I leave I'm taking ahold of what I see Please see Don't you forget my name