Sitting making wishes and thinking about efficiency
Officially a victim of intimacy and viciously
Suspicious of militias who live and who breathe maliciously
I think I just had an epiphany
You see these obstacles in life I wasn't meant to see
But it seems that these eyes they were lent to me
Mentally, forensically, gone
Physically, politically, wrong
So what's right in a world that's left?
And what's life when you write to a girl that left too?
sh** I guess that's step two
The first of which she took when she left you
It's kinda hard some the feelings that you get dude
Not knowing if you'll live if you'll get through
f** that, f** living with regret too
Turn around and she turn around and met dude
Now she always f**ing chilling up with that dude
She be all up in the building up with that dude
She be probly making children up with that dude
I say “making children up” but girl is that true?
And I ain't' trying to come at you
We only mortal, I ain't trying to combat you
I'm just tryna let you know I'm thinking bout you
But is it you? Or the you that I last knew
So much has changed since our past, you
Even f**ed around and gone and got a tattoo
My love's tainted as the ink on your skin
And that's real as the ink in my pen
I think it's time that you know
-Hook-
I took a look at my life today, put out my hand said it's nice to meet you
I said I think that it's time for change, I got some dreams that I'd like to be true
And if you find that your fine with things, then that's a sign we can finally be through
But if your lying I'mma find you babe, and give it one last try my God I need you
I do, and ain't nobody gotta know
Ohh ain't nobody gotta know, no no no no
Said ain't nobody gotta know
Ain't nobody gotta know
And if your premonitions are suggesting that I miss you
Then your dead right
Remember when you gave me kisses at the red light?
As if to tell me that your love would never stop
But I guess that you forgot
When I left you after midnight
I tried to tell you I would text you saying goodnight
I guess I shoulda sent a message saying goodbye
But at the time I was so outta my mind
So sad and so blind
So had to deny that you would lie
It's just the story of a good guy
I guess we both learned something
You taught me how to love, but that love mean nothing
I taught you what you was, that you could be something
I thought that was enough, that's a tough discussion
I thought it would be us, but the lust got rough
And so I told her I was leaving and she tried to call my bluff
Now she try to call my phone man but I ain't picking up. Damn
And I ain't tryin to come at you
We only mortal, I ain't trying to combat you
I'm just tryna let you know I'm thinking bout you
But is it you? Or the you that I last knew
So much has changed since our past, you
Even f**ed around and gone and got a tattoo
My love's tainted as the ink on your skin
And that's real as the ink in my pen
I think it's time that you know
-Hook-
And there's really not more I can say
I took a look at my life today, put out my hand said it's nice to meet you
I said I think that it's time for change, I got some dreams that I'd like to be true
And if you find that your fine with things, then that's a sign we can finally be through
But if your lying I'mma find you babe, and give it one last try my God I need you
I do, and ain't nobody gotta know