N.O.I.S. - Lost In Place lyrics

Sitting making wishes and thinking about efficiency Officially a victim of intimacy and viciously Suspicious of militias who live and who breathe maliciously I think I just had an epiphany You see these obstacles in life I wasn't meant to see But it seems that these eyes they were lent to me Mentally, forensically, gone Physically, politically, wrong So what's right in a world that's left? And what's life when you write to a girl that left too? sh** I guess that's step two The first of which she took when she left you It's kinda hard some the feelings that you get dude Not knowing if you'll live if you'll get through f** that, f** living with regret too Turn around and she turn around and met dude Now she always f**ing chilling up with that dude She be all up in the building up with that dude She be probly making children up with that dude I say “making children up” but girl is that true? And I ain't' trying to come at you We only mortal, I ain't trying to combat you I'm just tryna let you know I'm thinking bout you But is it you? Or the you that I last knew So much has changed since our past, you Even f**ed around and gone and got a tattoo My love's tainted as the ink on your skin And that's real as the ink in my pen I think it's time that you know -Hook- I took a look at my life today, put out my hand said it's nice to meet you I said I think that it's time for change, I got some dreams that I'd like to be true And if you find that your fine with things, then that's a sign we can finally be through But if your lying I'mma find you babe, and give it one last try my God I need you I do, and ain't nobody gotta know Ohh ain't nobody gotta know, no no no no Said ain't nobody gotta know Ain't nobody gotta know And if your premonitions are suggesting that I miss you Then your dead right Remember when you gave me kisses at the red light? As if to tell me that your love would never stop But I guess that you forgot When I left you after midnight I tried to tell you I would text you saying goodnight I guess I shoulda sent a message saying goodbye But at the time I was so outta my mind So sad and so blind So had to deny that you would lie It's just the story of a good guy I guess we both learned something You taught me how to love, but that love mean nothing I taught you what you was, that you could be something I thought that was enough, that's a tough discussion I thought it would be us, but the lust got rough And so I told her I was leaving and she tried to call my bluff Now she try to call my phone man but I ain't picking up. Damn And I ain't tryin to come at you We only mortal, I ain't trying to combat you I'm just tryna let you know I'm thinking bout you But is it you? Or the you that I last knew So much has changed since our past, you Even f**ed around and gone and got a tattoo My love's tainted as the ink on your skin And that's real as the ink in my pen I think it's time that you know -Hook- And there's really not more I can say I took a look at my life today, put out my hand said it's nice to meet you I said I think that it's time for change, I got some dreams that I'd like to be true And if you find that your fine with things, then that's a sign we can finally be through But if your lying I'mma find you babe, and give it one last try my God I need you I do, and ain't nobody gotta know