I must be misunderstood, destined for greatness yeah the miss understood
She still me left me, said this time its for good
Reminiscing bout the start, the middle troubles to when you said you'll depart
Began saying I wasn't sh** now I'm missing the part
Where the love faded and the anger manifested
Where I went your blessing to another lesson
But we off that, could come crawling I would never want that
This ain't a diss, creating distance with the past I been pa**ed
Moving on just know always got love for ya
If you're on your d**h bed gotta organ and blood for ya
But time heals, regretting giving up deals
For a love I thought could never fail, sh**, silly me
Always been a flaw I love too hard
For my happiness you were the missing source, no Chris Broussard
Caught me off guard like the pocket collapsed
Picture us, enemies, that thoughts gone in a snap
Fast forward and that's our reality
Both our families mad at me.... now ain't that a b**h
But you needed to go find yourself
Selfish the only word you should use to define yourself
And I ain't wanna make a song in the words of Bieber
But it was much needed so love yourself I can't love you either
Was never a creeper sacrificed my future
For somebody who still left I must've been stuck on stupid
And let me clear the air, yeah I f**ed up at times
Wasn't attentive, too busy dealing with suicide
And I know that drained you, yeah I know I changed you
But I swear I'm sorry, sh**, I can't even blame you
Your grandma love me, my grandma loved you
Truth be told never put my own life above you
More than my momma, sh**, that's how bad I loved you
And even though you hurt me, I never once said f** you just f**ed you
Maybe I should've though
But now its time to let it go
You were the best things to happen to me for 4years
Now no love lives here this a letter to my dear
Yeah
Hell yeah
But I know that I deserve more
Sincerely the one that you lost, God