Mykal Riley - Letter For My Dear lyrics

I must be misunderstood, destined for greatness yeah the miss understood She still me left me, said this time its for good Reminiscing bout the start, the middle troubles to when you said you'll depart Began saying I wasn't sh** now I'm missing the part Where the love faded and the anger manifested Where I went your blessing to another lesson But we off that, could come crawling I would never want that This ain't a diss, creating distance with the past I been pa**ed Moving on just know always got love for ya If you're on your d**h bed gotta organ and blood for ya But time heals, regretting giving up deals For a love I thought could never fail, sh**, silly me Always been a flaw I love too hard For my happiness you were the missing source, no Chris Broussard Caught me off guard like the pocket collapsed Picture us, enemies, that thoughts gone in a snap Fast forward and that's our reality Both our families mad at me.... now ain't that a b**h But you needed to go find yourself Selfish the only word you should use to define yourself And I ain't wanna make a song in the words of Bieber But it was much needed so love yourself I can't love you either Was never a creeper sacrificed my future For somebody who still left I must've been stuck on stupid And let me clear the air, yeah I f**ed up at times Wasn't attentive, too busy dealing with suicide And I know that drained you, yeah I know I changed you But I swear I'm sorry, sh**, I can't even blame you Your grandma love me, my grandma loved you Truth be told never put my own life above you More than my momma, sh**, that's how bad I loved you And even though you hurt me, I never once said f** you just f**ed you Maybe I should've though But now its time to let it go You were the best things to happen to me for 4years Now no love lives here this a letter to my dear Yeah Hell yeah But I know that I deserve more Sincerely the one that you lost, God