Endless cries and deafening screams of fear,
you have to win this fight, because this life is yours.
20 years of fear and hate so far, without a friend I feel so alone.
People say I'm a lonely man, without asking me how do I feel,
I'm totally alone, locked in my own head. My hands are shaking without stopping,
I wonder “when will this have an end? when will I have a moment to rest?”
Counting all the incisions in my heart, I try to find a way to let my spirit fly away,
to let my soul die alone.
My heart is empty, I can't find a way to go on. Please save me,
I can't do this on my own.
I wonder if you ever felt
like you are going to k** everybody on your road, just for the pleasure to feel alive,
just not to be the one who suffer.
I fear my own head, is there someone who can hear my silents screams?
Let me tell you a thing, about what's inside my head right now.
I only need a reason to keep calm,
I only need a reason to go on. I will fight. This is my life.