Murder Void - Life Is Yours lyrics

Endless cries and deafening screams of fear, you have to win this fight, because this life is yours. 20 years of fear and hate so far, without a friend I feel so alone. People say I'm a lonely man, without asking me how do I feel, I'm totally alone, locked in my own head. My hands are shaking without stopping, I wonder “when will this have an end? when will I have a moment to rest?” Counting all the incisions in my heart, I try to find a way to let my spirit fly away, to let my soul die alone. My heart is empty, I can't find a way to go on. Please save me, I can't do this on my own. I wonder if you ever felt like you are going to k** everybody on your road, just for the pleasure to feel alive, just not to be the one who suffer. I fear my own head, is there someone who can hear my silents screams? Let me tell you a thing, about what's inside my head right now. I only need a reason to keep calm, I only need a reason to go on. I will fight. This is my life.