It was some years ago but
The scar is still there
I suffer as I pa**
The old harbor
This kind of loss
That kind of change
Let me feel pure darkness
In an unknown form
Regrets overwhelm me
And rip me apart
Still unable to see
Any sin in this…
Refuse to accept
Refuse to forget
Your pure simple warmth
Will forever be missed
I’ve been gasping for breath
And seeking saving grace
To climb up from the hole
Deep within my soul
The bitter taste
Of a loss like this
Burned itself into my
Mind
I was never ashamed
Of any single tear
No one ever told me
That grief felt like fear
Silence…
Only silence
Covered me
In moments like this…
Silence…
Only silence
Your Image
In my mind, will never fade…
And something in me is gone forever…
Just Give me this pain
That I’m used to
4 years from now,
but it won´t disappear
Once a year,
I get the chance to meet you
And to read your name
Carved into a lonely stone
Some pain lasts forever….