It was some years ago but The scar is still there I suffer as I pa** The old harbor This kind of loss That kind of change Let me feel pure darkness In an unknown form Regrets overwhelm me And rip me apart Still unable to see Any sin in this… Refuse to accept Refuse to forget Your pure simple warmth Will forever be missed I’ve been gasping for breath And seeking saving grace To climb up from the hole Deep within my soul The bitter taste Of a loss like this Burned itself into my Mind I was never ashamed Of any single tear No one ever told me That grief felt like fear Silence… Only silence Covered me In moments like this… Silence… Only silence Your Image In my mind, will never fade… And something in me is gone forever… Just Give me this pain That I’m used to 4 years from now, but it won´t disappear Once a year, I get the chance to meet you And to read your name Carved into a lonely stone Some pain lasts forever….