one guy gave me alcohol then diagnosed me with 'major depressive disorder'
i said 'i don't think i have that' and 'thank you'
today i stole and drank 3 red bulls
people have gone into cardiac arrest from drinking more than 3 red bulls in a day
thinking about dying makes me feel tiny and calm
i feel mostly uninterested in dying right now
at 2pm i took pain k**ers and walked to the beach
i touched a crab and a sea urchin and a squishy thing
i think i am going to stop wearing my gla**es
things seem better when i can't see clearly
i want to have an emotion that feels like being slowly punched in the face for 3 years