Mira Gonzalez - 2 Weeks Ago I Was Looking For Drugs At A Party lyrics

one guy gave me alcohol then diagnosed me with 'major depressive disorder' i said 'i don't think i have that' and 'thank you' today i stole and drank 3 red bulls people have gone into cardiac arrest from drinking more than 3 red bulls in a day thinking about dying makes me feel tiny and calm i feel mostly uninterested in dying right now at 2pm i took pain k**ers and walked to the beach i touched a crab and a sea urchin and a squishy thing i think i am going to stop wearing my gla**es things seem better when i can't see clearly i want to have an emotion that feels like being slowly punched in the face for 3 years