[Verse 1]
Thought matter scattered but it don't matter
Psychs lost, condensed in something that will splatter
You're talking to loud b**h cut the chatter
Like the quiet cause in my mind it does clatter
Acting like I don't pitter patter with something that rat-t-tatters
I swear once in a while reality does shatter
Running from the law but still stuck in the moment
Dividing me from my n***as that's a large quotient
Feds still suspicious for that quid pro dough sh**
Pulling us over like you really f**ing know sh**
Pound bag in the trunk the smells like oh sh**
Looking at a four way mirror like we ain't both done dumb sh**
n***as been usin soma so much on they spineless sh**
Father telling me money ain't sh**, I guess that's why he ain't paid child support
Money changes the best people that tend to contort
I know for a fact I don't wanna be that n***a
Sadly I gotta be that n***a with a stack and a gat
Talking about these f**ing rats that I hear
In these f**ing walls around here
Termites eating the framework so I gotta get out of here
I been warning these n***as sh**s about to collapse
Like my mind state
I got my mind dead
Brain still well fed
The smoke well spread (3x)
n***as round here serious bout what they pled
[Verse 2]
Eager to shed blood definition of bloodthirsty
These habits and tendencies tend to hurt me
f** it man you only live once
I always was called a dunce
If only they knew the depths of my mind
These mind f**s got me going to new depths
sh**, since you died I thought I was used to d**hs
Just talking to myself borderline schitz
Me myself and I are on the f**ing fritz
Neurons shooting so fast on the f**ing blitz
n***a dogging me watch where he sits
Chilling as the marijuana lit
Got me to slow down to a megabit
For a byte n***as want eight bumps
My n***a telling me cool down and wait
I mean it's cool getting slept on
But it's feeling like a coma his mother wept on
And it's feeling like n***as have never checked on me
Homies do the sniff cause they think they dealing with heavy sh**
Keep up the habit then I swear n***as Finna start with levy sh**
I reflect on myself, thinking of how strong I am by comparison
I'm a shut in not f**ing with purified white like some cerasin
How much THC I take? enough to knock out a whole garrison
My life the antonym of orthodox is published like Larison
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