Miguel Antonio - Diffused lyrics

[Verse 1] Thought matter scattered but it don't matter Psychs lost, condensed in something that will splatter You're talking to loud b**h cut the chatter Like the quiet cause in my mind it does clatter Acting like I don't pitter patter with something that rat-t-tatters I swear once in a while reality does shatter Running from the law but still stuck in the moment Dividing me from my n***as that's a large quotient Feds still suspicious for that quid pro dough sh** Pulling us over like you really f**ing know sh** Pound bag in the trunk the smells like oh sh** Looking at a four way mirror like we ain't both done dumb sh** n***as been usin soma so much on they spineless sh** Father telling me money ain't sh**, I guess that's why he ain't paid child support Money changes the best people that tend to contort I know for a fact I don't wanna be that n***a Sadly I gotta be that n***a with a stack and a gat Talking about these f**ing rats that I hear In these f**ing walls around here Termites eating the framework so I gotta get out of here I been warning these n***as sh**s about to collapse Like my mind state I got my mind dead Brain still well fed The smoke well spread (3x) n***as round here serious bout what they pled [Verse 2] Eager to shed blood definition of bloodthirsty These habits and tendencies tend to hurt me f** it man you only live once I always was called a dunce If only they knew the depths of my mind These mind f**s got me going to new depths sh**, since you died I thought I was used to d**hs Just talking to myself borderline schitz Me myself and I are on the f**ing fritz Neurons shooting so fast on the f**ing blitz n***a dogging me watch where he sits Chilling as the marijuana lit Got me to slow down to a megabit For a byte n***as want eight bumps My n***a telling me cool down and wait I mean it's cool getting slept on But it's feeling like a coma his mother wept on And it's feeling like n***as have never checked on me Homies do the sniff cause they think they dealing with heavy sh** Keep up the habit then I swear n***as Finna start with levy sh** I reflect on myself, thinking of how strong I am by comparison I'm a shut in not f**ing with purified white like some cerasin How much THC I take? enough to knock out a whole garrison My life the antonym of orthodox is published like Larison [Hook]