[Intro: Steez Vyse]
Put my pain in this red cup/
I sip it up/
Soak in it, its still not enough/
Smokin' drinkin' frickin' thinkin'/
About what I could be/
My potential/
Being confidential is essential/
Cigarillos/
I wish I could do it/
Truest, but useless/
Left behind in rap evolution/
Need the solution/
To my problems, I'm not them/
Beyond different/
Rap so illicit/
But you can't deny I always get it/
Acidic, no rapper want it with me/
So lets get it/
[Hook: Steez Vyse]
Red cup, sip it up/
Drink the pain away/
Feeling the same today/
Roll the blunt, smoke it up/
Smoke the pain away/
Feeling the same today/
Uh
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[Verse 1: Steez Vyse]
Sip my pain in this red cup/
What the f**/
When is enough/
Am I ever done/
Trials and tribulations/
Y'all treat me like I'm Satan/
While you laughin take a bath 'n chill in satin/
I work 24/7 to make this magic/
All I ever wanted was rappin'/
Off beat/
Off key/
Get off me/
I'm working on it/
At least give me credit where deserved/
Writing until my head burns/
Till I'm mentally strained/
Insane, every bar spit game/
I always stay in lane/
So if i say im the best local I mean it/
If I say I got potential I seen it/
Endure, this mentor/
Senator/
Can't deny I been workin at this longer than alla' you/
This is all I do/
Rap game f**ed up/
Theres somethin up/
And I'm disappointed/
f** my life, I'm done with it/
Done with this sh**/
All I've seen is defeat/
Its all about the flow and beat/
Lyrics don't matter anymore/
Taken too many hits I can't take many more/
But its time to get up/
Not time to give up/
Lyrical acrobat on the track/
Like I got a Glock, a ruger, a nuke at your medulla/
Seekin solitude/
Can't swallow solid food/
Need pharmaceuticals/
As usual/
I'm rollin, I'm smokin, I'm open/
Freaky motherf**er/
I spit on these pussies before I eat them/
Whipping a** as soon as I see them/
Vengeful, looking for the ten fold/
There is no future, for me/
About to bring out the shooter, in me/
Starting to feel emp-ty/
Is this right for me/
Are you right for me/
No longer humble in rap/
That's enough of that/
Theirs nothing to be humble of/
I don't know whats wrong with me anymore/
I got multiple topics/
Wrong with my conscience/
Just being honest/
The legend of the angry blonde/
Lives on, through me/
[Hook: Steez Vyse]
[Verse 2: Steez Vyse]
f** this sh**/
I feel like I can't f**ing spit/
I don't know what the f** this is/
Would I be missed/
If I never rapped again/
Its all this gloomy sh** when I truly spit/
Wish I was back in my youth/
Where I didn't fight nail-n-tooth for you/
I'm steady wishin' this was different/
I wasn't so f**ing lyrical/
I was more spiritual/
I had a better flow/
I was born with rhythm/
So many feelings but I can't put f**ing words in 'em/
This f**ing sh** is sick/
Sick of this f**ing sh**/
Wizard with the wordplay/
Red cup got to have it in your way/
Going loco/
Don't know where to go though/
Sick of these photos/
Sick of these questions/
Sick of these school lessons/
Just leave me the f** alone/
I just wanna go home/
And sleep, lay in bed and read/
The Alchemist/
I'm out of this/
I'm still new to accepting this/
So thats why my cup dirty/
And why I got a long clip on that 30/
I call it my Stephen Jordan/
Not to mention you're in/
Trouble/
The mind of a sadist has no patience/
Depression and mental abuse made this/
Just so you know why I am the way I am/
Painful process/
Of being a labeled object/
Nonsense/
I am not this/
Menace on the beat/
Senate on the street/
Not the top but not ordinary/
I'm somethin different, idiot/
Writin is like shooting up/
But still feeling like i'm not doing enough/
I need to loosen up/
But I still haven't used enough/
A lyric is a milligram I'm about to overdose/
Go comatose/
And no one knows/
This song is my red cup/
The pain I'm sipping up/
[Hook: Steez Vyse]