Menace - Red Cup lyrics

[Intro: Steez Vyse] Put my pain in this red cup/ I sip it up/ Soak in it, its still not enough/ Smokin' drinkin' frickin' thinkin'/ About what I could be/ My potential/ Being confidential is essential/ Cigarillos/ I wish I could do it/ Truest, but useless/ Left behind in rap evolution/ Need the solution/ To my problems, I'm not them/ Beyond different/ Rap so illicit/ But you can't deny I always get it/ Acidic, no rapper want it with me/ So lets get it/ [Hook: Steez Vyse] Red cup, sip it up/ Drink the pain away/ Feeling the same today/ Roll the blunt, smoke it up/ Smoke the pain away/ Feeling the same today/ Uh (x4) [Verse 1: Steez Vyse] Sip my pain in this red cup/ What the f**/ When is enough/ Am I ever done/ Trials and tribulations/ Y'all treat me like I'm Satan/ While you laughin take a bath 'n chill in satin/ I work 24/7 to make this magic/ All I ever wanted was rappin'/ Off beat/ Off key/ Get off me/ I'm working on it/ At least give me credit where deserved/ Writing until my head burns/ Till I'm mentally strained/ Insane, every bar spit game/ I always stay in lane/ So if i say im the best local I mean it/ If I say I got potential I seen it/ Endure, this mentor/ Senator/ Can't deny I been workin at this longer than alla' you/ This is all I do/ Rap game f**ed up/ Theres somethin up/ And I'm disappointed/ f** my life, I'm done with it/ Done with this sh**/ All I've seen is defeat/ Its all about the flow and beat/ Lyrics don't matter anymore/ Taken too many hits I can't take many more/ But its time to get up/ Not time to give up/ Lyrical acrobat on the track/ Like I got a Glock, a ruger, a nuke at your medulla/ Seekin solitude/ Can't swallow solid food/ Need pharmaceuticals/ As usual/ I'm rollin, I'm smokin, I'm open/ Freaky motherf**er/ I spit on these pussies before I eat them/ Whipping a** as soon as I see them/ Vengeful, looking for the ten fold/ There is no future, for me/ About to bring out the shooter, in me/ Starting to feel emp-ty/ Is this right for me/ Are you right for me/ No longer humble in rap/ That's enough of that/ Theirs nothing to be humble of/ I don't know whats wrong with me anymore/ I got multiple topics/ Wrong with my conscience/ Just being honest/ The legend of the angry blonde/ Lives on, through me/ [Hook: Steez Vyse] [Verse 2: Steez Vyse] f** this sh**/ I feel like I can't f**ing spit/ I don't know what the f** this is/ Would I be missed/ If I never rapped again/ Its all this gloomy sh** when I truly spit/ Wish I was back in my youth/ Where I didn't fight nail-n-tooth for you/ I'm steady wishin' this was different/ I wasn't so f**ing lyrical/ I was more spiritual/ I had a better flow/ I was born with rhythm/ So many feelings but I can't put f**ing words in 'em/ This f**ing sh** is sick/ Sick of this f**ing sh**/ Wizard with the wordplay/ Red cup got to have it in your way/ Going loco/ Don't know where to go though/ Sick of these photos/ Sick of these questions/ Sick of these school lessons/ Just leave me the f** alone/ I just wanna go home/ And sleep, lay in bed and read/ The Alchemist/ I'm out of this/ I'm still new to accepting this/ So thats why my cup dirty/ And why I got a long clip on that 30/ I call it my Stephen Jordan/ Not to mention you're in/ Trouble/ The mind of a sadist has no patience/ Depression and mental abuse made this/ Just so you know why I am the way I am/ Painful process/ Of being a labeled object/ Nonsense/ I am not this/ Menace on the beat/ Senate on the street/ Not the top but not ordinary/ I'm somethin different, idiot/ Writin is like shooting up/ But still feeling like i'm not doing enough/ I need to loosen up/ But I still haven't used enough/ A lyric is a milligram I'm about to overdose/ Go comatose/ And no one knows/ This song is my red cup/ The pain I'm sipping up/ [Hook: Steez Vyse]