Watch me, as the fear forces me to descend
If these were the last of my hours, you still could not make me repent
I never asked for any of this, and I never want to do it again
There's nothing else left of me, but the bitter taste of resent
How can this, beat me to d**h?
Why do I, reject myself?
This will be the end of thee, for insanity just spoke to me
I'm in a search for relief
If only it was the last time, maybe I could live with the sins
But after ages of this treachery, I'm left with way too much within
While this fight stretches me too thin, I cannot see nor feel the end
But in this moment of my ailment, only agony is my friend
I crave this madness inside
And from this feeling, not even I can hide
While the world so steadily burns and my fragile mind collapses
I'll try to muster my last strength, and rebuild from the ashes
A staggering scent of victory, but as I feared, everybody has left me
I want a break, I want out of this life, I no longer want to live all these lies
How can this, beat me to d**h?
Why do I, reject myself?
This will be the end of thee, for insanity just spoke to me
I'm in a search for relief
Where do I, find the strength?
How do I, retain my will?
I must go on, I will not falter due to hate
I will find my relief