(Intro)
Aye Tj We f**in did it
Buda we f**in did it
Quels we f**in did it
Mymy we f**in did it
Rimani we f**in did it
Heroic we gonna get it
On God, we gonna get it
I get emotional on the track if it mean that we gonna get it
Monnie we f**in did it
Tyty we f**in did it
Josh we f**in did it
Nicole we f**ing did
Thank god, because he the reason we f**in did it
Kalyn we f**in did it
To all the b**hes i almost f**ed man i f**in did it
Alex we f**in did it
Momma i f**in did it, Momma i f**in did it
Marcel i finally did it, i fell but now i'm skipping
Derail the track is slipping, i swear i been a victim
Of hell and all its fictions
(Chorus)
Its' surreal the way y'all gave a f** about me (x8)
(1st Verse)
I finally figured out I'm something that the lord made
I used to think that i was something that the lord hates
Writers blocking my stories my sins would fornicate
But then the fire building in my soul don came around the 4th take
All i wanted was love, all i needed was love
I just want your attention, coming second to none
Tell me babe if you will, always good at just leaving
Sell me hate in a pill, watch the good be defeated
I swear to god i hit my lowest points a week ago
The Weed can go and f** itself a baby that we each could grow
And smoke and roll a plant and then we dance until the pain is low
Paint the slopes with n***as making money f**in satin hoes
Oh God (x4)
(Chorus)
Its' surreal the way y'all gave a f** about me (x8)
(2nd Verse)
I finally figured out I'm something that the lord made
I used to think that i was something that the lord hates
Writers blocking my stories my sins would fornicate
But then the fire building in my soul don came around the 4th take
Whats your forte? Spent about 12 years a slave
With the old faith. Snort a white b**h, till i fade
k** it all like I'm Oj, Crack the safe, yelling Aye, Lucy in the air
Say, Oh god i don overdosed on a pill that's supposed to heal all the pain in my head
Faint till I'm dead
Run around the block until the block is f**in red, on the saints row with the 2 44's
I could sell my soul to streets grab a loan on the six wit my woes and my pimps and my hoes on the strip
I could dive dip trip and my n***as is still wit me, f**in up the world until the world is f**ing with me
(Chorus)
Its' surreal the way y'all gave a f** about me (x8)
(3rd Verse)
I finally figured out I'm something that the lord made
I used to think that i was something that the lord hates
Writers blocking my stories my sins would fornicate
But then the fire building in my soul don came around the 4th take
Picking up a bottle full of liquor in the hall ways
Demons coming creeping they deepen i feel it always
Balling on a budget like my team been going all state
God don got my back i think his angels came from Allstate
The lord is my Shepard well i guess i am the sheep dog
I won't be of the other million n***as that he sleep on
Put me on a Crucifix and let me get my bleed on
Put me on a Crucifix so there can be a sequel
For every sinner that never understood me
Put myself above these motha f**a now they understood
I don't mean to be on top, but from this views its disapproving
How the lowest of the people finding comfort in me losing
(Chorus)
Its' surreal the way y'all gave a f** about me (x8)
(Outro)
Yeah i just wanted to thank everybody, I'm sitting on my f**in phone right now
Looking at my twitter, notifications on notification, All this f**in support
sh** 6 months ago I didn't think I could do this sh**, i spent about 5 months i couldn't make one f**ing song
I was about to quit
I was about to f**in quit
But then i showed a real real close homie some of the music i been working on, some of the old sh**
He told me not to stress my heart, because he knew my sh** was fire even if it never sparked
That n***as was TJ, that's my n***a right there, that's my n***a right there
And its surreal, its surreal, and its surreal, its surreal the way yall gave a f** about me (x2)
Enjoli, I f**in live with you
The sh** is crazy, We argue every day, you f**in crazy
But i love you i couldn't of done this sh** without you
sh** you taught me how to flow, rap how to believe in myself, believe in you believe in others, be better for myself
Naw literally, I don't know what the f** I would do, I would still be living with my momma right now if it wasn't for you
sh** know when times get rough we wile but I feel like its all gonna be worth it
My f**in- best
My f**in Ace my best friend right now, f**in Quels, my n***a Kelly Quels, what the f** is Up?
She having the worst time of her f**in life right now, but she still find a way to f**in smiling, that sh** is inspiring, that sh** is f**in inspiring
The worst time of her f**in life and she still finding a way
Its f**in surreal. Its Surreal, Its Surreal, so for real, I'm so for real, its surreal, I'm so for real
Thank you to everybody
f** it I'm gonna keep going
f**in Kalyn my n***a, we just dropped that Hollywood track, sh** was f**in fire, I don't know how the f** we did it
But we don't be f**in with these n***as, we don't be f**in with these motha f**in n***as
f**in shouts out to my manager Jasper, I don't care if that n***a 13 or if he 35
Man this n***a f**in been puttin on for me for the longest motha f**in time
There's been times I wasn't making no music and this n***a would hit me up like “Yo where's that new song at, what the f** you doing we got this new show, what the f** is you doin?” this n***a was on my a**
Man I couldn't do it without all these n***as, y'all made this f**in project man
You guys are gods to me, you guys are f**ing gods to me
I pray to y'all n***as, you guys have blessed me, and supported me
To the point where I can release this sh** I can drop something the lord made
Because y'all the lords, this is something that y'all made
Thank you