Lowlife Leo - Surreal (Prod. By Morning Beats) lyrics

(Intro) Aye Tj We f**in did it Buda we f**in did it Quels we f**in did it Mymy we f**in did it Rimani we f**in did it Heroic we gonna get it On God, we gonna get it I get emotional on the track if it mean that we gonna get it Monnie we f**in did it Tyty we f**in did it Josh we f**in did it Nicole we f**ing did Thank god, because he the reason we f**in did it Kalyn we f**in did it To all the b**hes i almost f**ed man i f**in did it Alex we f**in did it Momma i f**in did it, Momma i f**in did it Marcel i finally did it, i fell but now i'm skipping Derail the track is slipping, i swear i been a victim Of hell and all its fictions (Chorus) Its' surreal the way y'all gave a f** about me (x8) (1st Verse) I finally figured out I'm something that the lord made I used to think that i was something that the lord hates Writers blocking my stories my sins would fornicate But then the fire building in my soul don came around the 4th take All i wanted was love, all i needed was love I just want your attention, coming second to none Tell me babe if you will, always good at just leaving Sell me hate in a pill, watch the good be defeated I swear to god i hit my lowest points a week ago The Weed can go and f** itself a baby that we each could grow And smoke and roll a plant and then we dance until the pain is low Paint the slopes with n***as making money f**in satin hoes Oh God (x4) (Chorus) Its' surreal the way y'all gave a f** about me (x8) (2nd Verse) I finally figured out I'm something that the lord made I used to think that i was something that the lord hates Writers blocking my stories my sins would fornicate But then the fire building in my soul don came around the 4th take Whats your forte? Spent about 12 years a slave With the old faith. Snort a white b**h, till i fade k** it all like I'm Oj, Crack the safe, yelling Aye, Lucy in the air Say, Oh god i don overdosed on a pill that's supposed to heal all the pain in my head Faint till I'm dead Run around the block until the block is f**in red, on the saints row with the 2 44's I could sell my soul to streets grab a loan on the six wit my woes and my pimps and my hoes on the strip I could dive dip trip and my n***as is still wit me, f**in up the world until the world is f**ing with me (Chorus) Its' surreal the way y'all gave a f** about me (x8) (3rd Verse) I finally figured out I'm something that the lord made I used to think that i was something that the lord hates Writers blocking my stories my sins would fornicate But then the fire building in my soul don came around the 4th take Picking up a bottle full of liquor in the hall ways Demons coming creeping they deepen i feel it always Balling on a budget like my team been going all state God don got my back i think his angels came from Allstate The lord is my Shepard well i guess i am the sheep dog I won't be of the other million n***as that he sleep on Put me on a Crucifix and let me get my bleed on Put me on a Crucifix so there can be a sequel For every sinner that never understood me Put myself above these motha f**a now they understood I don't mean to be on top, but from this views its disapproving How the lowest of the people finding comfort in me losing (Chorus) Its' surreal the way y'all gave a f** about me (x8) (Outro) Yeah i just wanted to thank everybody, I'm sitting on my f**in phone right now Looking at my twitter, notifications on notification, All this f**in support sh** 6 months ago I didn't think I could do this sh**, i spent about 5 months i couldn't make one f**ing song I was about to quit I was about to f**in quit But then i showed a real real close homie some of the music i been working on, some of the old sh** He told me not to stress my heart, because he knew my sh** was fire even if it never sparked That n***as was TJ, that's my n***a right there, that's my n***a right there And its surreal, its surreal, and its surreal, its surreal the way yall gave a f** about me (x2) Enjoli, I f**in live with you The sh** is crazy, We argue every day, you f**in crazy But i love you i couldn't of done this sh** without you sh** you taught me how to flow, rap how to believe in myself, believe in you believe in others, be better for myself Naw literally, I don't know what the f** I would do, I would still be living with my momma right now if it wasn't for you sh** know when times get rough we wile but I feel like its all gonna be worth it My f**in- best My f**in Ace my best friend right now, f**in Quels, my n***a Kelly Quels, what the f** is Up? She having the worst time of her f**in life right now, but she still find a way to f**in smiling, that sh** is inspiring, that sh** is f**in inspiring The worst time of her f**in life and she still finding a way Its f**in surreal. Its Surreal, Its Surreal, so for real, I'm so for real, its surreal, I'm so for real Thank you to everybody f** it I'm gonna keep going f**in Kalyn my n***a, we just dropped that Hollywood track, sh** was f**in fire, I don't know how the f** we did it But we don't be f**in with these n***as, we don't be f**in with these motha f**in n***as f**in shouts out to my manager Jasper, I don't care if that n***a 13 or if he 35 Man this n***a f**in been puttin on for me for the longest motha f**in time There's been times I wasn't making no music and this n***a would hit me up like “Yo where's that new song at, what the f** you doing we got this new show, what the f** is you doin?” this n***a was on my a** Man I couldn't do it without all these n***as, y'all made this f**in project man You guys are gods to me, you guys are f**ing gods to me I pray to y'all n***as, you guys have blessed me, and supported me To the point where I can release this sh** I can drop something the lord made Because y'all the lords, this is something that y'all made Thank you